well misunderstand cleared up. nw only worry bout bbgcass cos my fren leave.. hais.. hope they come back help lar..

anyway.. deciding whether tml shld go MF anot.. tired lehz but i tink i go.. got 10 bucks to spend anyway lol..

thirdly.. NFS MW de police very extra sia haha..

nth much to sae.. haha.. jus tired... nites..

didnt post cos didnt have much time.. so post a bit now..

had fun at fadey bdae.. etc... well... since it was fun gd lor..

and came back.. bbg faced problems.... xanz leave.. my fren left.. marky left.. ppl leaving again.. hais.. why why tell me why.

this is wad i said to the ppl that are against xanz.. and this what i going to post in my blog only. rest i wont sae much.. tired.. gtg slp...

hating someone doesnt meant that someone is not capable of doing things..i do admit last time i did wanna become a WL.. BBGAzurity summore. I requested for position etc. But later on i dropped off the idea when Era was in Chaos.. yes who dun wan power? but power comes with great responsibilty. For those who are out there.. who backstabs.. if you think u are so great come find me.. hunt me down... or else jus off... Xanz is a great leader.. without her there wont be me today.. there wont be even any other wings todae..xanz trained me since i was from darkness... i left to my gf guild and came back to help devil in era... but nvertheless i will nver forget darkness,for those bright days we had...she nver let us down? so she got studies? darkness was not really active much.. where i see their own members supporting xanz? where do i? even a new member in my wing support xanz so much that he got irritated when anyone jus talk bad about her.. NEW MEMBER LEHZ.. not someone old...Whats the point of this? you think u backstabbers out there so great? come find me... jolly well i dare to take u all on... if u are my friends i will wake u up and lecture u.. if u are jus someone i dunno i swear you will nver live to see the word happy again.. off and get a life... this is my family, my home... this is my world... u wan to destroy it, i make sure i destroy u first...Targeted: all those who are against us... YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.. DUN LET ME CATCH U... WHOEVER U ARE.. NO MATTER HOW MANY YOU ARE ALSO...

anyway.. my jie got married.. lol.. gd for her ba.. in game at least got someone look after her haa.. 117 mage.. sigh i lvl 84 nia.. oh.. i jus make a new siggy.. its at
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gtg slp le nite all... have fun.. stay happy...

watching pros pwning noobs in dota, drifting with a new covertte C6 and going in maple to realise that the CAPE IS TOO DARN EX TO AFFORD..

well this is wad going on todae... haha.. manage to complete most of my AMP project, hopefully tml can go sch and do more of it.. well now its all bout projects, life is bout studies.. stress..

didnt go my sailing training todae, as i went to see a doc.. doc sae got headache due to the blkage in my nose haha.. so eat some medicine to clear.. well its getting better... i cant eat the flu medicine later i fall aslp so only eat the rest haha...

gtg slp soon.. anyway todae is quite a gd day so far except only that yh and eugene making fun of me ytd in IS LAWL... haha...

whats the point of knowing everything, when without experience, its nth at all..

well got this phrase while talking to ka he... haha.. finished my AL presentation a load off my back.. now amp and as left... haha... well... todae not much thing lar still kinda fed up with my class sometimes... maybe my fault i get angry too easily or wad etc... control control... tired le.... haha..

well... finally my fren is on... dang.. maple is boring lar.. nth to do also... mug first... nth much more to sae.. except enjoying the long ride home todae. haha...

theory without experience is useless... so even u are a grad but no experience its useless.. experience in life is impt..

i feel lonely..

dun act big lar diam lar asshole..

well.. jus wasted a sunday away lol... went out to find zk ard in the afternoon.. was mainly watching TV and playing com games.. till now i realise that OMG!! AL tml presentation.. luckily i done some of my parts le.. actually most lar.. haha... well.. manage to finished it.. nth much todae jus that i been listening to techno songs since morning.. lol..

well.. lifes jus not appreciated by ppl who you try to help out but they jus did not accept it in the first place.. maybe i shldnt be that helpful liao le lar.. help help get wad back? ok lar not i wan something gd in return but at least no need to like shout back or wad etc.. hmm... feel pissed and sad in that way..

humans.. corrupted... bo bian.. thats life... haha...

time to slp le chao all...

arriving at jurong west ave 3 le, well set off and found a spot for the observation overnight. After they set up the scopes and we settled down, francis ji tao go rest a bit haha.. well i was looking ard for the stars and kinda its was cloudy. after that we made our way to jurong pt for dinner.

well at JP, had fast food for meal... 6 guys and 3 girls lol.. not all eat lar.. then end up the we went to NTUC buy food.. then later guys go arcade play play.. haha... had much fun..

taking 172 back we overshot by 1 stop.. so end up walking back like shiet... walk till so tired wor.. haha.. then was with nick and eng tat team.. looking at the stars with bino and scope.. its like so beautiful.. if only got girl pei me watch =x... haha... romantic.. well no GF wad.. haha... watch till ard 1 plus we start talking bout ghost story.. a lot of them.. the only part i remembered was scaring melvina out with my story... haha.. spooked her... then we walk super long for 1.5hrs to mac at wad pioneer mall.. lol walk wrong way... reach there all the senior there liao..well borrowed 10 bucks from francis.. eat a bit.. then go walk back.. during that journey.. talk a lot of jokes on other races.. bad sia... but fun can liao... well reach back at base camp at ard 5 plus.... all was tired and shag from walking so long.. ard 2.5 hrs lo....

end up... didnt see stars much anyway.. had 1 hr of rest till dawn at 6.47, woke and clear and left back for sch... rested on the bus.. help carried things up to room etc..

my opinion: the trip was overall good and also something new in learning.. it tells me the other types of thing i can do when tonning over.. fun also.. gtg slp more le.. haha... nites to all!!!

well jus back from astro overnight observation.. now freaking tired so wont say much i wanna slp le.. will post more at night.. haha..

tired lar.. haha...

wah finally get to blog lol.. was doing a lot of work with my AL thingy..

todae at sch was bad.. got into a quarrel with one of my fren.. well partly my fault also lar.. can sae i started it but it was kinda joke.. well nvm bout it these type of things i tink over time it will be gone.. unless that person wanna ji chou then i also bo bian lar..

quite late le shld be slping.. tml got astro overnight well.. mus bring my form also.. now realise that i dunno where i had put my form.. hmm.. life seems to be ok at the moment.. jus a lot of work to do thats all.. chionging my AL wonder if later that got power for AMP anot..

and also need to mug more on TF and MF de files le... well gtg print my AL things liao.. so see ya chao...

oh.. fy if u read this.. sorry..

pouring my sorrows into my blog..
dunno why todae i feel quite depress.. maybe its due to my bdae ba... during my bdae.. no celebrations nth from ppl.. only someone bake a cake for me... rest.. hais.. envy those who got ppl to celebrate with.. its like.. i am feeling lonely.. didnt have much mood to eat either.. its like i jus skipped the whole meal todae.. only had some bread and eat some remains of my mum food... then dinner.. jus one piece of bread... somewhat i am feeling moodless and not hungry... sigh..

really wonder wads life coming up next..

there is a lot of secrets i have too.. that i am jus keeping inside me.. well one day i tink i explode ba.. since its all clogging up.. no use looking on the brighter side of life if i dun see any light in the first place..

thus... maple its out.. i am tired of maple.. i am tired of playing.. also tired of studying.. i am jus tired of life i wanna rest... at least my dreams are the place where i can control and do things as it comes, enjoy it with someone, though its jus a fake reality.

hmm.. was kinda bored so posted something.. haven even gone out to sch yet.. lol jus received a call from eng tat asking wad murkerjee number -.-

well... had chocolate for lunch.. i am keen on stopping sailing for some period of time.. tired and sick also... really tired liao.. i must rest..

cant blog much liao.. gtg bathe before going to sch.. lol...

hmm readed all my post in my old blog and some in my new.. realise that well.. i hve changed and grow as a person overtime..

my chapter with andrea has closed..

my chapter with samantha has closed..

but well.. its over its over.. no point being sad anymore.. though i still feel a little bit not happy over TL over sam incident.. well.. so long liao like 1 year le... haha...

currently realise i been typing lesser in blogs jus on wad i do but not wad i feel. lately jus been slacking ard.. hoping answers dropping from sky and also doing some project work. barely touch the arcade now anyway.. and in debts with sailing lol..

think i have to stop sailing for sometime.. save money etc and prepare for my exams that is coming right up. a lot of factors to consider.. what if i nt gd enough lehz? i dun wan be the most lousiest sailor.. haha...

life in class not really fun jus feel that i am not in place there.. and my fren jus pass away hais.. oh mus get money from mum for the wad fees...

love life? nah nth at the moment.. maybe that girl has not appear maybe she had.. well... i dunno lawl... mapling is bored also.. stop playing games le me.. jus kinda bored with what ever i do now except to use com chat and study? anime caught my attention wanna watch and watch le.. haha... too bad that eng tat keep asking me DL.. nah dun wanna risk my com tio any virus or wad..

thirdly... projects seems to be going fine... well jus bout to finish my IS lessons soon... yea... and continue on to 2nd year sem 2.. 1 mth more to my exams.. hmm... maybe wanna date a girl out to a movies.. wanna catch the pirates of the carrabiean dead man chest but so far... no one can lar... sad lar... tink i solo watch..

hmm.. nth much more to write. jus finding my old posts interesting to read.. better go ZZ le since its so late.. thats gd bout nt having a gf.. she no need worry wad time u slp lawl... cos there is no one to worry for u in the first place...

hmm maybe its time i go visit CCK le.. long time bo go back.. go also machiam go a while nia... rarely see my old friends and pals liao... all of them jus go missing.. each continuining with life...

Signing off!!!

another day of boredom, jus slacking ard at IS lesson.. well... playing with a water sprayer haha..

test on my product was successful it did hit wad we expected but can be improved more. secondly had an interview with the teacher =)

lessons end early todae at 3 plus... went to library did some work.. ok did i did much todae? basically jus copying wads from SAR-66

man sometime is bored to study.. but somehw got some motivation to.. hope things get better..

hints* hmm

nah.. i tink i go slp le ba.. nite...

Just when i thought my sailing fees was settled, my dad came shouting at me and dun wanna pay for it..

looks like i have to pay it out from my own bank.. which i tink is going broke soon... hmm.. tink i have to quit sailing temporailly.. save some money first then continue to sail ba..

lifes hard without money.. mus earn more le i tink.. hais..

life.. wads the meaning of life to me?

haha its been a long time since i post a post here haha... kinda boring well jus finished my AL test well and bored now.. so post something..

sailing has been going well other than i broke a pinhole of a traveller on the starboard side of my laser.. it is fun but dangerous..

also things has been going well for other ccas that i join..aeromodelling is fun enough, yet astro i see jupiter with WAH expression.. also the angler.. fish the fish by the eye.. yucks.. but thanks to boh wei that he can unhook..

well nth much more to sae.. life is going fine for me at the moment.. maybe i shld blog more next time.. its somewhat a diary..

oh and sadly my classmate left me.. wish him all the best that he be happy in heaven.. takkire bro..

well gtg le bye all...